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I'm starting to have second thoughts about myself.

Like,
Am I really this person I think I am, or am this person that the world thinks I am.

Because I give up.
I don't know what is that I am doing wrong.
I feel that everything is just crumbling down.
With Adam leaving, where am I suppose to go.
Why am I losing everyone I love.
I know what you are thinking.
Adam is not going to another country or anything like that,
BUT,
He is not there. You know. Not there for me. Not there. I won't be seeing his annoying duck face everyday.
And I don't know how am I gonna handle it, when I am down because when I was, when the world shuts down on me, he didn't.


I really don't know what to do.