i'm sorry.

I’m sorry.

1.     For hurting your feeling

2.     For making you feel that way

3.     For drowning you in my bitterness

4.     For saying hateful words

5.     For affecting you so much

6.     For not believing in what you believe

7.     For not being the first in your list

8.     For failing on you

9.     For being a emotional wreck

10. For putting so much on you

But I just wish you knew, how I really felt.

Maybe I am not as expressive or sarcastic as you are.

I just wished you knew me better,

Before judging me,

And not confronting me.

Bottom line,

I am just sorry that you feel like this,

What done is done?

We both are hurt.

We both are grown ups

We both need to put this back and move forward.

Should have learnt my mistake and not love someone so much.

And should have reminded myself about how much it hurts

When some you love so much just decides to give up on you

And just silently leave.

Well now you got it back.

Remind yourself, no not get attached Ashwi.

It’s the best.