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Have you ever felt weird or even bad when you sit in a corner enjoying just about anything and right about time someone comes and sit infront of you and then you realize they start yapping in their language?

Im not sure how you would feel but to me, being super insecure, i always feel that they are talking about me. you know being the loner is fun but at times when you get yapped at, all you wanna do is like proving to them how much friends you actualy have.

assumptions kills. but if you were the only three there and theres this one random person sits right opposite you and start talking on their own language, wont you feel insecure. I am not telling that i always feel like they are talking about me. but its just that its super weird.

Come on. i do know boys gossip too. But 20 years of leaving i wouldnt be that dumb not knowing who talks about me and who doesnt. and more over talking with a language that i dont understand at all.

i just feel is bloody racist. okay not bloody. i just feel its racist. i dont know why. that sometimes its just that people cant accept a person as they are. everything is seen under a microscope. or your white your this. if your black your that. come one. its seriously not going bring you anywhere. but shallower. Accepting a person as they are is like appreciating God creations. no one wants to be ugly. no would know they are. beauty is in the eye of the beholder.

And i think there is definitely no point for you to put a person down based on their physical. think how if someone did that to you. There is always a good side and bad side to a person. Like this girl, she might be a total bitch when it comes to boys but then a total sweetheart when it comes to animals. Come on, she deserves the credit to be such a kind soul to animals.

instead of yapping about the negative side of a person. i believe its much better if you were able to see all the beautiful thing in a person. You live this life once and make it count. Dont make others hate you. or even talk something about you that is not worth talking about.

You attitude is other people impressions and gaining a good name in this life definitely carves that smile on your face when you old. ORR you gonna just be alone and sad when you grow old. Dont you wanna have all those people your with you now when your old.

Maybe yeah now they are by you side yapping with you but trust me when they grow older they will definitely learn and change to be a better person. even you. but maybe you wont if you never change yourself starting from this moment onwards.