brainy heart

Theres so much i was thinking to write about but my brains are blank.
Oh wait, uni is starting tomorrow. second semester.please be nice. like normally how you use to treat me. just tomorrow onwards a little nicer.

I realize that i tend to always assume things are better sooner but when reality hits me i realize its either the same or the worst. i dont think its wrong to just have a little faith to hope things get better. (:

brains and heart.
these two plays an important role in out system including our emotions. there this two that is considered as the most used organ when we are emotionally attached to something. All this while its either you have been just listening to you little heart or listening to your almighty brains.

I've been always telling myself that i dont want to be in a relationship. and there are times relationship and falling more and more in love and having someone to have alate night conversation is all i want. i also realize that during the day is when i tell myself that i can deal with the fact that im single and when then moon comes out i just wish i could just call a guy a just talk and talk and i wish i was in a relationship with him.

now i realize that my brains works perfectly in the morning and during the night my brains completesly shuts down and the only thing i listen to is my heart. this is went i feel so miserable.

i am now having arguments with myself alot. its like my hearts wants it and my brains doesnt. I wanna totally listen to my brain but my heart doesnt allow it at all. i feel pretty much screwed. i know that i can be so much better without being in a relationship. BUT sigh the heart just dont listen .

I know a friend of mine that misses being in a relationship because she knows what she wants and she knows that relationship would totally make her feel better and for me i know its not a good thing having a relationship in this period of time as i have many other priorities to look at and to achieve.

sitting in between the heart and brain is not cool. maybe now its time for me to actually choose its either the brain or heart. irony much. in life we have choose one. we cant have two.

I’m a mind person I usually follow my mind ,but sometimes my heart wins the battle.