happy.

im kinda running out of post titles though. so what i did was take how i am feeling now. Oh yes, i am feeling happy. pretty much this two weeks. because i was thinking that fuck this problem shit though. how long am i gonna go through all this shit if i really wanna be happy right.

so putting all aside and pretending nothing has happen is definitely hard because you know what you are going through and all can you actually put everything behind and pretend nothing happened but actually all this has reallly cut and slice and scratched your heart.

moving on, i dont really know about you though but right now, for me, my friends. there are like my second backone. im not putting this pile up on their back and telling you that i cant moce on without them. i can. its just that at times i wish they are always there you know. i have my back bone they are second in sense of they can help me be a better person. Thanks to them who fails me at times, make me know they are not some robots with no feelings and they do mistakes too.

Ive learn many things in life that make me say to my self, "hey, things are not bad after all" you know when i put a positive mind on it. think everyone you look at is actually beautiful and trust me the next person you look at is the most beautiful person ever.

I think everything we go through is about our mindset. If we have a positive mindset, even something that is bad will make you feel so much better though. I have always taken things negatively in life but now, i think about what i want and what i need in life. i tell this to myself,

"hey, things are not bad after all"