Open it.

Have you ever wondered why someone who goes through a lot don't wanna help themselves so that they could at least feel a bit better.

I mean, i think my weak point is i care so much for a person although i know at the end of the day, i end up caring for myself too. This is something I don't really. What I care is for people I know to be happy.
When i see my friends upset, it does break me apart. I try my level best to understand them completely but then i know that i can't because i don't really know how their emotions are.

You might be thinking, why not just care about yourself but not others. I think it has been tattooed in me ever since to care about everyone around me because i like so see everyone happy. But I'm no God to make sure everyone is happy.

I do listen to my friends problem and they think i don't understand. Okay maybe i don't maybe i do. I just think that by telling out and letting out what you feel wouldn't kill you. But i think you should know who you are gonna tell it to so that no one judge you.

You can't blame anyone for judging you. In our society that is already our norm. You open up about yourself and although if it goes against the society, there will be someone who accepts you for who you are. Im sure there is. Because i think we just haven't find the one that actually really understands us.

And if you know that your happy being what you are, i think you should because at the end of the day it is your life and your living it till the end. People around us are there just to bring us down at times. But sometimes there are those who will really accept you for who you are.


I don't think that i could blame anyone for not being there for me although i have always been there for them. I think everyone has their own thing to do. I always live by saying that at the end of the day, its you and the universe. So yes, its you and the universe. Doesn't mean that no one was there for, no one would. We just gotta be positive about life. And accept people for who they are.


And when i think, someone you trust , would wanna be there for you,  although we might think that they don't really understand what you we are going through. being thankful that someone actually cares for you is good enough for you to ease a little of your pain.