i got this from a friend and I'm just gonna explain it to my abandoned blog because I'm sure if i talk in a neutral way also, people will always claim they are right. 


why when someone apologizes, others think that the person don't really mean when they apologize.


well i apologized and just because i have this sarcastic manner to some people, does that mean i don't mean what i say or do. 
some may think I'm defending myself but this is what i feel.


i may be this really sarcastic asshole. but i always mean what i say, doesn't mean if I'm sarcastic that i don't mean every single thing that comes off my mouth. 


so everything i say i don't mean it. how could you just judge me like that. seriously, just because I'm sarcastic, i don't have a point of living my life? seriously?


again, does everything that happening just based on what you think and how you judge the world? and everything you feel is how the world revolves around you?


well you think everything is not big deal because you don't fucking care. well the thing with me is i fucking care. which part of that you don't get. 


i just feel that some how, you make me look bad because its your nature to tell it to the world and not mine because i keep everything to myself and you telling everyone is gonna make everyone think I'm the bad one. 


this i why i just give up proving to the world. that I'm not what people say i am because no one hear my part of the story all all judgements are done based on what you say because you defend yourself to everyone. 


you think that you were not cold me. well i just feel that its cold, because if i were you, i wouldn't do that to anyone. i really won't. if you hurt my feelings and i would explain to you at let go.


and this is what i did this time. i explained to let you know how feel and then let go, but the way you reacted to me. its really hurtful. that i don't know what other ways are there for me to just let go of it.


 its okay..
i will still treat u as friend ashwi.
i didnt hate you also. o.O

well this is what you say. so all this while, its making me think what you actually treat me as?