single

I wanna know what it is like on the inside of love.
Nada Surf, Inside of Love.


I find it really frustrating when someone constantly asks me, whether I am in a relationship or not. It makes me feel so umm, annoyed because I AM NOT IN A RELATIONSHIP.

Yes, I am not. And I can't be with the guy I adore because, I am very afraid that I would lose him and I can't bare the thought of losing someone. Not him. Because he has always been there for me. I have let go of people, because I am afraid of losing them. I am afraid of being in a relationship.

I wanna be with someone who tells me that he wants to be with me, because I know he really does like me because he came up to me. Blame me for having so much trust issues. I know this is something I should work on, but then again, I know it takes time.

I really hope people would stop asking me. Just wait for me to change my status on Facebook or something. :)

xx