cherish.

Its just crazy that sometimes, the tiniest incident in life, can make to break you. That tiny one that you never thought would just yeah, do it.

For me, it has always been that, I appreciate every little thing in life, because those small moments, makes me outlook the bigger problems in life.

Even a simple text from anyone I know could make my day. I realize that lately, that I've been in this situation that I was disliking everyone who messes with my feelings. Anything that offense me or some sort like that.

And I feel that I've been losing people I really love. Do I think its worth it to lose good friends, because of me, not being able to control my emotions.

No.

So I've decided that, today onwards I'm gonna just be myself, that very weird yet kind person to people I know because, no matter what, everyone has a bad and a good side. I wish to pretend that I don't look at the bad side but just be there for them for the good in them.

I am twenty. Soon enough, Ill grow older. And as I grow older, I believe that I am gonna grow up mentally and become more mature, well that depends on how we think of the level of maturity, but yeah, grow and have flourish memories so that when I'm filled with platinum hair, I would look down at how I am not, and laugh. And cherish my teenage hood for my lifetime.

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Adam, how do I explain, to myself about you, assuming only I read my blog ;)

Really, thank you.
(If we were to read this together, Ill tell you. why. )

Have you ever had this person in your life, that you know no matter how the relationship (friendship etc) ends, you will never regret meeting them.

Thats how I feel that I know at one point in life, we will be definitely separated and we may be strangers again, but i'm sure if that happens, Ill never once ask God, why He took you away from me. Never will. Because when everything goes towards the left, all the right I had with you, will be cherished.

Losing weight is gonna be one of the biggest part of my life. Because it is going to change everything, everything from how people treat me till the extend of the extension of my life span. And I'm glad that I found you, or rather say I chose you to be apart of the journey filled with laughters, happiness, care, love, pain and tears. Theres no one else could make me be what I am today, without you, this journey wouldn't be like how it is today.

Those days, me coming to you, trying so hard to just control my tears, and those night, where I need someone, I know you would be there. Paths in life, may be different for us, but Ill always remember this journey we had together.

Sincerely,
thankyou.

A.