restless mind

Do we just get the thought of somethings gonna happen or is it just us that we tend to think about what is not gonna happen. or perhaps we think too hard. i think its just our nature that we think super duper hard on every little thing. i do that a lot. 

so yeah, a friend, being a friend as usual. told me too much stuff that made me so worried about him and then realized, 

hey, what if whatever he says happens to me. 

At that point i made a point to not bother about anything but just do things that make me happy. umm and one of it was you. and I'm glad that i am actually over you. you chapter was long and now it ended and I've started my new one. its not that i hate you or whatsoever.

 its just that i don't feel the same anymore. its like I'm wasting our time. i am still you friend and your still my dearest friend. and the relationship will just be maintained for the best for both of us. we would definitely be the stupid bunch. as usual. :) 

I am just glad that i want to make myself happy and i realized when i put a thought of being happy i can actually be happy with less pretending and stuff.

I feel like not seeing anyone for the next 2 weeks. to just yeah. 2 weeks.

i will definitely talk to you and Facebook and twitter and bbm . but just not in sight of anyone except my classmates.

I'm just gonna concentrate on three now, class, assignments and gym. 

:)

lovies ;)