lies.

I know exams are going on, but there are somethings that I wish I could get off my chest right now. Theres so much to handle, I just wish thursday is here already. I can then at least relax a little.

Anyways, English paper today, I can brush up my english by writing here. 

It annoys me that sometimes, I know that someone is lying. To be honest, I really don't wanna know who is lying to me Because I just find it really hurtful that sometimes its just very frustrating to know that they had been lying. 

I came to core of it, thinking why does lie to us. Then I went on thinking, why do I lie, why does everyone just live with this lie. I admit, that there are times, I feel that, lying is so much better than telling the truth and getting judged. And sometimes lying seems like the only way, to not answer questions you don't wish too. 

Don't get me wrong with this, I am not telling that lying is a good trait, just for the sake of not being judged or hurt, it seems much better. 

So why do we all lie at times.  

One of the main reason that I came up with was the fact that, people accept so much from us, and we feel frustrated that we can't reach to the standard someone wishes us to be. We do really live in a society that always judges, you can deny that. But my society, it never been a day that some has come up to me and say anything nice, without wanting something from me. And this is different with my friends and family because they say nothing nice to me.

I think this do pressure a person with the fact that they want to blend in wherever they are, and sometimes, blending is hard. World today, beauty or money, unless you find those who accept you for who you are. If you don't, 99% of the world consist of people who would do anything to be rich. What they don't understand being rich is not a goal that you wanna have for your life time. Having sufficient money to live life and make yourself happy is good enough. Why does one want so much in life. Whats the point having so much money, but living a lie?

Right now, i feel like a only person wanting to change people's perspective that money is not everything and I feel weak already. I don't think I would even have the power to change it because everyone is so sure that expensive stuff, cars, house, life is everything they want to achieve in life. 

What happens when you achieved all of it already. You can die peacefully or what?

Happiness is not money and happiness doesn't start when you have money because 

Happiness is not something you postpone for the future.

No one has to lie, or be better to live to you standard of living. A person, should be better because they want to be better. Don't force them to be better, don't pressure them to be the one with all. Even if my family have all the money in the world could, 

I don't want a person to judge me because of my family have carved in life, I want you to judge me for what I am gonna carved in the short period of time. 

One thing that I've learnt in life is that, money doesn't stay and money surely does not give one happiness. 

If you wanna live life, give all you have to something that is much more worth it like having good friends, and this can be done by accepting your peers as they are. 

pictures.

I just have this feeling to have a post filled with pictures.

The Little Things. :)

The Little Things.

The really tiny bits of life makes everything else wonderful.
Ive been really hooked with uni as finals is in 2 weeks. I'm really happy that its finally year, and after this, hopefully I can go to a different uni. And together, the fear of taking exams. wanting to get 4.0 gpa. I know its so much to hope for, but this will definitely make me work hard to achieve what I want.

After that, mum was like, go Aussie. I'm like, i love my country mum. moreover, i don't want to leave you and my family and my friends.
Not important.

Yesterday I went for London Summer Musical. My Facebook has the pictures. I mean, i never use to be a musical person but last night, i loved it. It was amazing. I don't know what you think of musicals. but for me, musicals will be something i would invest on. I would really. its just amazing to see them put a character on and sing. and really sing. :)

Moving on,

I remember going gaga over Justin Timberlake when I was 16-17. And ever since then I didn't fangirled this much for someone. those moment in life was annoying because I was sad that I couldn't really meet Timberlake other than seeing him in pictures.

Few days ago, I realize, I'm head over heels in love with Big Bang. No, not the Theory, but the Kpop Big Bang,

 I realize this time around, its not because of them boys, (they do look good) but now, its just I like Big Bang as a group. And an boy band, the whole group, not bias towards anyone. I realize their song is amazing. They can really put their heart and soul in to making music. And their song can be super meaningful or just meaningless in whole. They are that group, that i wish never splits. All five of them make Big Bang what it is.

I know I'm fan-girling like mad right now, as much as i want to get over this phase, I just wish they never stop making music and making my day.

I think you should take time out to listen to them . And they gave me a little hope to not be frustrated because THEY ARE COMING TO MALAYSIA. In october. Its june already. This would be the best birthday gift ever. I really want to get the meet and greet passes. And I have a really high budget for this concert. I seriously don't mind paying. :)

And of all music i listen too, i knew their album is worth buying. They need the support . I bought Alive CD and Still Alive on iTunes. Waiting for Still Alive to be on the shelf so that I can purchase that too.

I can't wait.
You should listen to them like how I do and you will know what is so amazing about the. :D

These are the little things that can really make me smile. :) 

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